Monday, April 25, 2016

Wall-Staring and Thoughts: A How I'm Feeling Post

Recently I've been having a few up and down days.  They're more up than down, but the down bits are tending to be heavy.  What is happening is I'll be feeling productive and getting stuff done, and then randomly I feel like I'm dragging weights through a swimming pool and just want to sit or lie down.  A couple times I've literally caught myself staring blankly at the walls.  Who does that?!? Anywho, the whole reason I'm writing this right now is because I feel myself sliding into a wall-staring sesh. 

I think I'm having one of those moments where my desires to do something and do nothing are equal.  Making me feel... jittery.  Not fun. 

So... I don't think I have anything else to say.  I am going to do a Bible journal entry.  Oh! I finished reading Ecclesiastes this morning.  Hallelujah!!!!!  That book was rough.  The main idea I got, "Everything is meaningless because, good or bad, everyone will die.  Every day is a gift from God so enjoy your life and work because this life is all you get." 

Takes a bit of wind outta your sails huh?  By the time I got halfway through the book, I was just ready to skip the rest.  I'm glad I didn't because, chapter 10 picked up with more bits of wisdom (sorta like Proverbs).  Then I just powered through the rest, switching between the English Standard Version and Message Bible.  So I'm gonna go do some artsy Bible stuff now. 

It's interesting how my moods ebb and flow.  I think I've been writing on this for 30 mins or so and at the beginning I was quite blah... but now I feel a bit better.  Funny how that works.


  1. I get like this some times, the word is right, it is all meaningless, enjoy your life and live to the fullest and those "downs" are just like rain, it only last for a short time before the sun shines.


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