Things that I'm trying to focus on because they made me smile:
Light blue finger nails
Lamar texting me
Helpful accountants who understand that this is not my field
Upcoming lunch break
It's times like now that I truly want to quit my job. If only I knew where I was suppose to be and what I was suppose to do there... Life would be so much better. Smoother... More calm I think. I know that learning new things and stretching one's self is suppose to be a way to cultivate happiness... but it's just not doing it for me these days. Most days the mental stretching of trying to make sense of these accounts gives me a headache and leaves me on the verge of tears... and I can't help but to think why in the actual hell would God put me here... Maybe He knows something about me that I don't... well I know He does. I just wish I knew what was going on... and I know I'm suppose to be faithfully following and putting my feet in the steps of God's plan as He lays them out for me. This balancing act is so hard tho...